I often focus on what is wrong with the other person.
It is always other people’s wrong that makes me perform badly.
It is always other people’s mistakes that makes me want to kill myself.
I am impatient with other people’s stupidity.
I can only perform when other people doesn’t fuck it up.
And one day, I fucked up.
And then other people starts to feel impatient with me.
But I don’t think I am wrong. It is still someone else who made me fuck up.
The cycle will never end until I admit that I have choice.
I have a choice to learn from other people’s mistakes.
I have a choice to help other people learn from their mistakes.
We both can come away better off from the lessons learnt.
There is no need to blame others, or myself.
There is no need to be impatient.
